So I Acted Like One
What are you talking about?” I watched him grope toward comprehension and fail, and I felt, I will confess, a flicker of something close to pity, because he still had no idea.
He thought he had come home to a domestic squabble about money, a thing to be argued down and smoothed over by dinnertime.
He did not yet understand that he had come home to the end of the marriage he had known and the beginning, if he was wise enough to accept it, of a different one.
Everything he was about to hear, the nurses, the trust, the attorney, the folder, was going to arrive as a series of escalating shocks, each one larger than the last, and there was nothing he could do to stop any of it, because all of it was already done, executed while he fished, sealed and funded and beyond his reach.
And I set down my tea, and stepped closer to him, and prepared to explain to my husband, in terms he would understand, what I had done with the four days he had given me, and what it was going to cost him.