But the truth led back to being alone, and the lie led toward a warm house full of company, and a grieving man will choose the warm lie over the cold truth nearly every time, and call the choosing love.

Vivienne understood that about me before I understood it about myself.

It was, in the end, the only thing she needed to understand.

Chapter 3 — The USB

The noise of the hotel — the music, the murmur of the guests, the clink of glasses through the ballroom doors — faded into a dull roar in my ears.

“Nolan,” I said, keeping my voice as steady as I could.

“Where is your mommy right now?” “With Aunt Sarah,” he whispered.