That my mother was going to look at them.

Every clause of that is about me.

I wanted my mother to be in a room with two children she had spent six years making not exist.

I wanted to watch her face.

I dressed it up as refusing to hide them and it was an execution, and I brought two five-year-olds to it as the instrument.

Eleanor was at the far end of the table.

Russell Tannehill, who had been the family’s counsel since 1994, was on her right with a folder.