Each lie had made retaliation feel acceptable.

We met at a quiet diner in St. Paul. He came alone. “I was jealous of you,” he admitted — the words sounded unfamiliar in his mouth.

“Of my job at the dog place?”

He gave a tired smile. “You built a stable life.”

“So did you.”

“No. I built the appearance of one.” Every client he lost had made him more desperate to keep up the illusion — the car, the club, the academy, even the boat.