I said, “What if she doesn’t show up for it?”

And Alvin Prager said, “Then she doesn’t show up for it.

But it’ll be sitting there.”

I went home and I did not go back.

I want to lay out my reasons in the order I gave them to myself in 2012, and then in the order I actually believe they were.

What I told myself was:

One.

She had nothing.