“I’ve watched three.”

That stopped him for a second.

“I’m not letting them do that to her,” he said.

“She’s been through enough.

Her heart stopped in our bedroom, on the floor, while I was — ” his voice went, and she thought at the time that it was real, and she still doesn’t know ” — while I was in the other room.

And now you want to give her to a stranger with a saw so you can feel better.”