No one was demanding my money.

No one was measuring my worth by what I could pay for them.

The empty plate in front of me was not a punishment or an ultimatum.

It was just an empty plate, waiting, in the ordinary way of restaurants, to be filled.

And a moment later the waiter returned and served a beautifully prepared dish onto it, and I laughed out loud, a bright, genuine, unburdened laugh.

“I’m perfectly fine, Paula,” I said, and I meant it completely.