And standing in that ballroom, refusing for the first time in over a decade to make myself smaller for him, refusing to hush my son or soften the truth or manage his comfort, I felt something return that I had not felt in years.

It was not anger, exactly.

It was size.

I was taking up my own full space again, in public, out loud, and it turned out I had forgotten what that even felt like.

Chapter 21 — No, Stay

Chloe had gone pale now too, and she took a step backward, her poise finally cracking.

“Julian,” she said, “I think I should leave.”

“No,” Julian said quickly, and he reached out and took hold of her forearm.