I looked through the windshield as the courthouse disappeared behind us.

The memory of his deadbolt was still there.

But for the first time, I could place another sound beside it: my own voice saying no.

PART 14

Winter arrived without much ceremony.

Colleen bought a small artificial tree for the corner of the living room and let me choose the decorations.

I picked blue lights because they reminded me of the scarf Simone had made.

One evening, while we untangled the cord, she asked whether I wanted to write Dad a Christmas card.