She accepted the answer and ran ahead to show Caleb a bright yellow leaf.

I watched her go, then looked across the river.

I had once believed the most powerful thing I could offer anyone was my name.

I knew better now.

It was my word, kept quietly and repeatedly, especially when no one was watching.

That evening, after the children were tucked into bed, I drove back to Minneapolis through the same stretch of road where I had first learned of their existence.

I still regretted every year I had missed.