She came.

And she came for the reason she gave me on the porch, which turned out to be the single most useful thing anybody did for me that entire year.

If I go with you, there were two of us, and nobody gets to tell you afterward what you saw.

Because they try.

That is the part nobody warns you about.

Within seventy-two hours, four separate people would suggest to me — gently, lovingly, in some cases while holding my hand — that I might be overreacting, that I might have misread a situation, that motels have parking lots and there are all sorts of reasons a person might be at one.