When I first saw it, I felt something I can only call relief, and I hated myself for it.

Because a woman who watches her child from a window and closes a curtain is a monster, and a monster is simple, and I had spent six days building one.

And here was sixteen seconds of video showing that in the worst moment of her life my ex-wife turned away from a window because she was running for the stairs.

I sat with that for about a week and then I understood that I had it exactly backwards.