The Smallest Part of the Betrayal
There had been a man who wanted a thing that was exciting and free, and a woman who wanted a life that was mine, and the moment either of those wants came with a price tag, both of them dropped the other without a backward glance.
I watched it happen and I felt the last of my heartbreak simply close its accounts and go home.
You cannot mourn a love that turns out to have been this cheap.
I had tortured myself, on the drive to Farah’s, imagining the depth of what they’d shared.
There was no depth.
There was a shallow, greedy thing that couldn’t survive its first encounter with a consequence, and I had nearly let it convince me it was worth more than my whole life.