Not at her own mother’s funeral.

Not at the hospital.

Logan put his hand on the boy’s shoulder and said something I did not catch, and the woman in the green dress said, “Say hello, sweetheart,” and the boy said hello.

And then they all went in through the double doors, and the landing was empty, and I was still holding the bus tub.

I want to describe accurately what I did in the following minute, because it was not dramatic.

I put the tub down.