“It’s the only one I’ve got.” Logan’s voice dropped and I had to stop moving entirely to hear it.

“I look at him and I think about the ten years I wasn’t there.

And I keep — I keep having this thought I can’t get rid of, which is what it would look like.

The three of us.

Whether that’s a thing that could still happen.”

Mason said, “Jesus, Logan.”

“I know.”

“Does your mother know you think that?”