My father’s sentence, in my mouth, to my daughter, about my sister.

I had resented it when he gave it to me, that refusal to resolve a thing on demand, and now I was handing it down to Zoe as the most honest answer I had.

Was I angry at Monique?

Probably, somewhere, under the fear and the relief.

But anger decided in the middle of an exhausted night is not a judgment; it is just a mood wearing a judgment’s clothes.

The feeling could wait.