There is something about that particular image that I have never been able to get out of my chest.

A life of pouring for everyone else, and at the end, not able to pour for herself.

I could not look at that and walk away.

I do not think I would have wanted to be a person who could.

So I stayed.

Not out of duty, though duty was there.

Not out of hope of reward, though God knows the neighbors assumed there must be some angle, some inheritance I was circling.

I stayed because when I looked at that small, worn-out woman, I saw someone who had earned tenderness a thousand times over and been handed loneliness instead, and I found that I was not able to be one more person who handed her loneliness.