They Held My Funeral While I Was Still Breathing. Then My Seven-Year-Old Nephew Looked Into the Coffin and Said, “Mommy, Aunt Madelyn Is Looking at Me”
There was the notary.
There were the neighbors who’d seen Christopher’s truck, and a hardware store’s camera that had caught him buying supplies days in advance, and a drive in his glovebox full of my records and his searches about collecting on a death.
The truth, for once in my life, stood entirely on its own, and needed nothing from me but that I stop making excuses for it.
I cannot fully explain what that meant to me unless you understand what the seven years before it had been like.