“We’re finished here, Brenda.”

I followed him out.

The courthouse hallway smelled of floor wax and damp wool.

At three o’clock that afternoon I sat in the visiting room at the county jail with a black receiver held to my ear.

Julian sat behind the glass in a gray scrub suit, his hair mashed flat on one side.

“You look worn out, Mom.”

“I am worn out.”

He leaned closer to the little holes in the glass.