I had a physical reaction to that and Dr.

Roshan caught my eye and gave me a small shake of the head, and afterward she explained why, and it was one of the more useful things anybody has ever told me.

“If you show her rage in that room, she’ll read it as the size of the disaster she caused.

She’s not evaluating whether Pamela was bad.

She’s evaluating whether telling you was safe.

Keep your face boring and she’ll tell you everything for the next nine years.”