He looked wounded.

I hated that I still wanted to comfort him.

But comforting the person who hurt me had become a reflex, and I was learning to pause before obeying it.

PART 9: A Quiet Discovery in the Bank Statements

I had always managed our household budget.

Lucas worked in equipment sales, and I was a project coordinator who had arranged maternity leave from a construction consulting firm.

We had separate personal accounts and one joint account for mortgage payments, utilities, and groceries.