You’re going to buy me the one thing I need, which is a few hours where he believes he’s still winning.” Yvette stared at me, and then at the phone, and then something firmed up in her wet, wretched face — the first useful thing I’d seen from her all morning.

“What do you need me to do after that?” she asked.

“Tell the truth,” I said.

“In writing.

To the right people.

That’s all.

Just, for once, tell the truth.”

I want to explain the calm, because the calm was not the absence of feeling — it was the most feeling I have ever managed to convert into use.