I held onto it for exactly as long as it took my son to wake up.

But even before Roger woke, that phone call had already told me the truth, if I’d been willing to hear it.

Because of all the things a father could say, first, on the phone, on the morning his child was found asleep on a kitchen floor — think of what those things are. Is he okay? would be first. Is he warm? Is he scared? Thank God you have him. Any of them.

Every decent instinct a parent has points there, toward the child, reflexively, before the mind can even catch up.