She stopped rolling and looked at me.

“Your father would have worried about you,” she said.

“He would have wanted you safe.

He wouldn’t have turned your marriage into a measure of your intelligence.”

We sat at the table, sharing tea while the dough rested.

Martha told me about the time my father lost his job and refused to tell anyone for three weeks because he was ashamed.

When he finally spoke, they had argued, made a budget, and figured out what to do next.