It also ended years of wondering whether their explanation contained some secret nobility.

It didn’t.

PART 55 — MY MOTHER’S VERSION

Months later, I agreed to receive one written account from her.

No meeting.

She wrote:

I told myself the church would find you a better mother.

That sentence surprised me.

Then:

The truth is that I was afraid of your father, afraid of poverty, and afraid that if I opposed him he would leave all three of us. So I agreed to leave one child instead.