“Clover, please.” He took a shaking step toward me, his hands out, his voice gone soft and desperate in a way I had never once heard in nine years of marriage.

“We can talk about this.

We have a son.

You can’t do this to me.”

“I didn’t do this to you, Luke,” I said, and I was surprised by how gently it came out, because I did not feel gentle, but I also, I realized, did not feel cruel.

“You did this to yourself.

Every wire transfer.

Every offshore account.