You Are Never Kneeling Here Again
That, it turned out, was the longest part of her recovery, far longer than her knees took to heal.
The body mends on its own schedule; the swelling went down, the bruises faded, the therapy did its work, and within a few months she walked without pain.
But the other thing, the deep unlearning of two years of being made to feel like a burden, of being taught that her comfort was an imposition and her presence a favor, that took much longer, and I do not know that it is entirely finished even now.
In those first weeks she would apologize for things, small things, for asking for a second cup of coffee, for wanting the heat turned up, for taking up space in her own home.