For a long time, that would have felt impossible.

After the events of March 1, I became convinced that every document needed to remain within reach.

If Douglas challenged me, I wanted the recording.

If Aaron called, I wanted the timestamp.

If someone asked what happened, I wanted the photographs.

The binder became something I could hold when I didn’t trust my own thoughts.

I kept it in the Buick.

Beside my bed.