I passed him the milk.

Then I got up, walked into the bathroom, turned on the faucet so he wouldn’t hear, and I cried for about five minutes, and then I washed my face and came back out and we finished breakfast.

Warren never called.

Not on a single birthday.

Not on a holiday.

Not the year Keegan broke his arm playing youth soccer and cried more about missing the season than about the pain.

Not when he won his first middle-school athletic award and looked up into the bleachers for a face.