Adisa’s office in the March of the third year and I cried for about twenty minutes afterward.

I would have said yes.

If somebody had wheeled me into that conference room on the fourth of March 2021 and sat me down and shown me that MRI and told me what it meant, I would have signed that form.

Not immediately.

I would have wanted a day.

I would have asked about the time-limited trial and I would have asked what the alternative actually looked like, and Dr.

Ubaldi would have told me honestly, and I would have asked her what she would do, which is what everybody asks, and she would have given me a careful answer.