There is a note.

It is a nursing note and it is one line and it says: Father provided names for both infants.

Twin A: August Davis Renfrew.

Twin B: Linus Thomas Renfrew.

Twin A was the one who was going to live.

I have spent four years on that and I am going to put down where I have landed, because it is not where anybody expects.

My first reaction, in a motel room in the Dells, was that he had given my name to the baby who was going to die.