She was thinking about evidence.

She was thinking about making sure he could not do it to anyone else, and could not talk his way free.

I have kept that image, of Jessi’s finger spelling on the sheet, as a kind of correction to everything I thought I knew about strength, and I want to say one more thing about it, because it points at something true.

We tend to imagine courage as a loud thing — the charge, the stand, the raised voice, the dramatic act of defiance.