It could not make Maya come thundering down the hallway again, or make Rowan wrinkle his nose and announce that his cereal had gone soggy.

There is no settlement on earth, no figure with any number of zeroes, that can return a single soggy bowl of cereal to a mother who would give everything she will ever own to complain about it one more time.

The money could not bring them back.

But I had already understood, sitting with lawyers over those six months, that it could do one other thing.

It could make their names mean something.