Then my mother’s voice: “What do you mean, gone?” “They died this morning,” I said.

“The funeral is Friday.

Please.

I need you there.” My father came back on the line.

“Friday?” “Yes.” And then he let out a slow breath — I will hear that breath for the rest of my life — the breath of a man who has just been handed an inconvenient scheduling conflict.

“Sienna, Friday is your sister’s birthday dinner.

That reservation’s been booked for weeks.” I thought the accident had already hollowed me out completely, taken everything there was to take.

His voice found some deeper room I hadn’t known was left, and emptied that too.