I will not repeat the details of what he described, and I have chosen, in telling this, to leave them out entirely, because they are the kind of thing no one needs written down.

What matters is only this: for three years, the man who slept beside me had been slowly poisoning me, patiently, a little at a time, while holding my hand in doctors’ offices.

Because I had been sick.

For two years I had been sick, and no one could tell me why.

The dizziness that came from nowhere.

The exhaustion that sleep didn’t touch.

The hair in the shower drain, the tests that came back saying nothing, the specialists who frowned and shrugged and sent me home.