Penelope did not beg me to stay.

That offended me at first.

Then I realized how much damage had to exist before my absence felt safer than my presence.

She sent one text after I left.

I have my first obstetric appointment next Thursday. I will tell you the results because you are my husband and may be this baby’s father. You are not invited unless you can enter that room without accusing me.

I did not go.