His floor had been my silence and my father’s unacknowledged capital.

Without those, he took a junior sales role and a short-term rental.

I learned this because the court required address updates, not because I went looking.

The first supervised visit happened in a regional family center with neutral carpet and a box of worn toys.

I handed Leo to a coordinator, not to Luca.

I waited in a separate room with a bottle and a book I did not read.

Forty minutes later Leo came back smelling like the same detergent I used at home and looking unimpressed by history.

Luca stood in the doorway of the waiting room as if he wanted a private moment.

“I think about that night every day,” he said.

“Good,” I said.