Then I put down the phone and called someone who could help me get to my next appointment.

PART 3 — The Word Beneath Three Incubators

The first weeks without Marcus were a series of arrangements I had never expected to make alone.

I had to distinguish what I could do from what I should stop doing.

I had to explain the restrictions without making every conversation sound like an emergency.

I had to ask for help while resisting the impulse to apologize for needing it.

A neighbor carried groceries inside when a delivery arrived.