“I don’t want his money, Meredith.

I just want my life back.” “You’ll have both,” she said.

“And a very clean break.”

I meant it, about the money, and it surprised even me how completely I meant it.

Meredith had just told me that Julian owed my estate forty-eight thousand dollars, and that between my separate trust and the evidence I’d handed her, I could take him for far more than that if I wanted to — could pursue him, ruin him, extract every possible dollar as payment for five years of quiet theft.

And I felt no pull toward it at all.