I had spent eight years training rage out of myself and replacing it with patience, because patience is what actually catches people.

So I did not feel betrayed, exactly, in those hours before dawn.

I felt focused.

Damon had spent the evening asleep, secure in the belief that he had frightened his wife into silence.

And two rooms away, that same wife was doing the one thing she was better at than almost anyone alive, doing it to him, in the dark, without a sound.

If he had woken up and seen my face lit blue by that screen, he might have understood how much trouble he was in.