I picked up my suitcase, and I walked out of the front door of the house he thought was his, and I did not look back to see his face.

I remember the exact quality of the air outside — an ordinary bright morning, a neighbor’s sprinkler ticking, the world going about its business as though a marriage had not just ended on the other side of that door.

I sat in my car in my own driveway for a minute before I started it, and I was not calm.

My hands were shaking.

Seven years does not come off you cleanly, even seven years you’re relieved to be leaving; there is a grief that runs underneath the relief and doesn’t care that leaving is the right thing.