“I’m sorry we have to use this particular chemical combination,” Dr.

Grant said.

“The state formulary has strict rules about which medications it covers first for wards.”

He watched the technician prime the line and tap the plastic to get rid of the trapped air bubbles.

“We’re going to start slow and see how your system handles the initial toxicity.”

The cold fluid hit my vein three minutes later.

It tasted exactly like copper pennies sitting at the back of my throat.

Dr.