Ruth Brandt — The Suitcase on the Porch
Someone always needed a bottle.
I learned to shower in five minutes and eat lunch standing up.
Some nights I was so exhausted I cried over nothing at all.
Other nights a baby fell asleep against my shoulder and I felt such astonishment that I couldn’t imagine ever being lonely again.
Callum did not appear at the hospital.
He did not ask to meet the children through the channels we had provided.
I stopped checking my phone every time it vibrated.