I didn’t move from the pantry doorway for several minutes, listening to the house settle in the early winter dark.

I brought both thumbs up to the front hem of my dark blue wool cardigan and smoothed the fabric down over my hips twice, very slowly, until my breathing quieted.

I walked down the quiet hallway toward the back of the house, keeping my shoulder close to the drywall to steady my steps.

I pushed open the door to my small guest room, stepped inside, and pulled the door shut until the latch snapped tight in the brass plate.

The guest room was cold and dark, lit only by the pale amber glow of the streetlight outside the side window.