“That is the actual choice and there is no good version of it.”

I asked him how long.

He said two to four weeks and it was nineteen days.

Then he did four things, in that room, in the following ninety minutes, and I want them recorded because the version of this story that circulates has me alone and clever and it is not true.

He put a safety plan on paper.

Which room I slept in.

Which door I used.