They Held My Funeral While I Was Still Breathing. Then My Seven-Year-Old Nephew Looked Into the Coffin and Said, “Mommy, Aunt Madelyn Is Looking at Me”
My grandmother’s necklace went back around my neck, where it belongs.
I don’t wear it as a charm against harm anymore.
I wear it as a reminder that I survived the people who knew exactly where to find the softest part of me and reached for it on purpose.
Wesley visits on Sunday afternoons.
To him, the coffin isn’t a nightmare — it’s the funny family story about the time Aunt Madelyn opened her eyes and made every grown-up in the house lose their mind.
He drew me a picture of it once: a big wooden box with a smiling woman inside wearing a red superhero cape.