Then disbelief, the mind’s last defense, reaching for any other explanation and finding none.

And then the thing I had waited ten years to see cross that man’s face: recognition.

The slow, sick, backward arithmetic of a man counting through ten missing years and understanding, all at once, exactly what they had contained.

“Ten years,” I heard him say, to no one, his eyes moving from child to child and finding no relief in any of them.

“You left ten years ago.” And beside him, I saw Felicia go pale, because she had built her whole life on my staying gone, and the past had just walked back into the graveyard holding my hands.