I’ve thought about it and both of them are.

What isn’t survivable is silence, and what isn’t survivable is hearing it secondhand, so I am asking you for one thing and it is this:

Please come yourself, Ivan.

Whatever it is.

Don’t let your mother answer for you.

Jessi

I want to record what happened when I got to the bottom of the fourth page, because it is not what people expect.

I did not cry.